NELLY FURTADO
(softly)
โJCJ, youโve been carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. I can see it breaking you.โ
JCJ
(looking up, his face weary)
โItโs more than the world, Nelly. Itโs the burden of sin itself. The weight of every choice, every failure, every broken promiseโฆ no man can bear this alone.โ
NELLY FURTADO
(sitting across from him, her voice steady)
โNo man is meant to. Thatโs why Iโm here. My hand will make you strong, JCJ. Remember Psalm 89:21โโMy hand will sustain him; surely my arm will strengthen him.'โ
JCJ
(shaking his head, his voice heavy with doubt)
โBut even with your hand, even with your strengthโฆ the burden is too great. The sin of the world is a weight no one man should bear. Iโve tried to carry it, to take it all on, but itโs crushing me.โ
NELLY FURTADO
(leaning forward, her tone firm yet compassionate)
โYou were never meant to carry it alone. Look at Psalm 89 again. It doesnโt just speak of strengthโit speaks of covenant, of faithfulness. โI will establish his line forever, his throne as long as the heavens endure.โ Itโs not about you doing this by yourself. Itโs about the promise, the shared purpose, the we.โ
JCJ
(after a pause, his voice quieter)
โNelly, I hear you. But Iโm full of doubtโnot just about the weight I carry, but about us. About you and me.โ
NELLY FURTADO
(surprised, tilting her head)
โUs? What do you mean?โ
JCJ
(looking away, embarrassed)
โIโve already struck out twice with you. Twice, Nelly. And now, the Invictus Games are coming up, and Iโm terrified. Terrified that Iโll strike out a third time. Three strikes, and youโre out, right?โ
NELLY FURTADO
(smiling gently)
โJCJ, this isnโt baseball. Life doesnโt work like that.โ
JCJ
(leaning forward, his voice cracking slightly)
โBut what if it does? What if I see you there, and I canโt even get your number? What if I freeze, or worse, what if you donโt even notice me? I donโt think I can take another strike. I justโฆ I just hope you make it easy for me. A CD signing, maybe. Slip your number in with the autograph. Something. Anything.โ
Nelly leans back, studying him carefully. Her expression softens as she sees the vulnerability in his eyes.
NELLY FURTADO
(softly)
โJCJ, youโre putting so much pressure on yourself. Itโs not about winning or losing. Itโs about being real, being yourself. If you come to me with honesty, with courage, you wonโt need a CD signing or a perfect moment. Iโll see you.โ
JCJ
(skeptical)
โBut what if I mess it up again? What if I say the wrong thing or do something stupid?โ
NELLY FURTADO
(smiling warmly)
โThen Iโll laugh, and weโll try again. Youโre so afraid of striking out that youโre forgetting the game isnโt over until you stop swinging. Have a little faith in yourself, JCJ.โ
JCJ
(after a long pause, his voice softening)
โI want to believe that. I really do. But itโs hard. The doubtโฆ itโs always there.โ
NELLY FURTADO
(reaching out, placing her hand over his)
โLet my hand make you strong, JCJ. Psalm 89, remember? Youโre not alone. And as for the Invictus Gamesโฆ just come find me. You donโt need a perfect plan. Just be you.โ
JCJ
(looking into her eyes, his voice steadier)
โAlright. Iโll try. But if I strike out again, just promise me one thing.โ
NELLY FURTADO
(teasing)
โWhatโs that?โ
JCJ
(smiling faintly)
โDonโt make me wait for a fourth chance.โ
Nelly laughs, the sound light and genuine, easing the tension in the room.
NELLY FURTADO
โDeal. But trust me, JCJโyouโre not going to need it.โ
They share a quiet moment, the weight of doubt lifting slightly as hope begins to take its place.